Thursday, April 20, 2006

"Holiday"

This is suppose to be my one week easter holiday break, but somehow or rather, I didn't enjoy myself at all...

DAMN DAMN DAMN I hate this feeling, I can't believe doing just one assignment took up 3 days of my holiday. It already hard enough trying to lead a group og first years, but to lead a group of frist years with one of my member not even sure of what he's doing... Hell!!! this just pisses me off big time, this person is the first person I've even been pissed off of with for school work since 7 years. Quote "I don't really care, after all its just Visual Thinking", that guy should feel lucky he is still alive, frankly speaking I feel sorry for his parents. Seriously if I ever get to tutor anyone, and I find a slacker when it comes to group projects, I shall show no mercy to that person.
I think by now all of you know how pissed I am with this guy, and worse off all the project is not over yet, I still have to work with this jackass for another 2 weeks.

Today was like the only fun day I can have and also the only day I can take a break from things.
Having to rush from place to place, I discovered the only place I can get some decient rest was actually on the train, this is getting really sad. Finally had sometime to go for a movie "Ice Age 2", its not bad a movie just that I felt it could be more random, like just adding random stuff into rather than having a predictable storyline.
I must say today was the only "ok" day I can get, shopping, eating, movies, hanging out.....

Tomorrow OCF's gonna be having dinner at Ipswich, I hope it turns out fine, but I might not be able o enjoy it fully though, somehow or rather I still have my projects and assignments on my mind.

Now I really can see/feel the pressure, its just mid-sem and already the madness is creeping in....how long before it takes control of me? how long before I no longer know what I'm doing? how long before I embrace this insanity? truely, no one can tell, no one will know, not even I....