Saturday, July 29, 2006

Shit loads of no fun

First week into Uni and guess, what..... I'VE GOT AN ASSIGNMENT DUE the FOLLOWING WEEK!!!!! how fun is that....

That sucks man, just when you're kranking up and tryingto get started, some one just comes along and give you a major jump start to begin with...#$^#%&$

And yes Daniel comes up with the most interesting of all projects every year, from filming to Director coding, to goodness knows what I'm going to be doing from now on.
This sem is not different, I'll be jumping into a major project. A fully playable 3D game, targeted for the PS3 and Nintendo Wii platform, yes sound fun and huge, but there gonna be a lot of coding involved here, and I can't imagine myself doing that.....(dosen't mean you're good at it means you like doing it) So for those of you who hear or knew of me doing research during the holiday, well, this is what I'm researching for a major 18month assignment.

Enough for work, it seems that everytime I got on a blog I'll have something to bitch about, which is of course interesting, but come to think of it, is there really so much to bitch about, I mean apart from the fact I'm a singaporean and Singaporean generally do bitch about quite a lot (not to mention our neighbours). Is there really that much stuff????

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Not a good feeling

Its not a good feeling, why? its not a good feeling to be back here and leaving so many things done half way back home.
Can't believe it, there is just so much more I wanted to do and so little time..why so? I have no idea either, maybe somethings are just meant to be...I guess sometimes on all control things are just meant to unfold by itself...."Those who try to control all will end up loosing it, but those who loose it will eventually gain control".....(where did I get this from and what am I talking about? anybody know the context?)

Ok I've been keeping this in me now for week and I think its about time I let it out...

SOME people are real DIC-HEADS, I don't believe, have anyone been reading my MSN nicks the past few weeks? I'll re-type them out here....
1. Maturity is measured not by the way you behave, but by the decision you make in life.
2. If you can't take hard criticism don't bother being a leader

Firstly I'll like to stress the point that I'm proud of that fact that I dare to speak my mind in a sociaty where most people just lack the BALLS to say what they actually mean.
when someone say you SUCK, don't chase that person down and start accussing that person of being insensitivity don't go hard on that person....why? cause he/she might be right...more so here thw question would be do you have the gust to walk up to that person and say "Tell me why do I suck?" I mean obviously there is a reason why that comment was made.
SO why focus on the comment when that is not the main point? Won't it be more productive if you ask the person the reason and try to find out about it? Won't that put you one step closer to solving the problem?
Basically 2 thing can be in your mind, and the choice is obviously your's, you can choose to focus on the problem or look beyound the problem and find the solution.
Well if you feel the childish need to have the final say in the argument than I truely feel sorry for you.

Point here is I'm not trying to make myself an excuse to slam someone, point here is I'm trying to say people often focus on the wrong things. Look at failure, you can either try to cry about the fact that you failed or you can pick yourself up.

I onced ask someone this question..."Why do we fall?" Falling seems to be a very useless thing, and it dosen't help in most cases in fact you get hurt most of the time, but there is some use to it. Why do we fall?....it must happen for a reason...in fact ta simple reason....

"We fall in order to learn how to pick ourselves up."

Friday, July 14, 2006

For A Friend

If a brother weeps, I shall weep with him

For we shall love and share each other’s joy and pain

But if a brother grows closer to God, I shall have the Angels sing “Hallelujah, Glory, Glory to our Lord God almighty”

For He has chosen to revile Himself to us.

Monday, July 10, 2006

Sem end summary

This is the end of semester summary of my blog yes I know , I have not updated this blog for ages...but yes, now I'm updating it...

Q: Daniel Why haven't you blogged in such a long time?
A: Corrections, I did blog, just that I wasen't doing personal blogging, I was doing research blogging, so if any of you are interested in reading my research on Robotics and QTVR, please read the blogs on s4084487.blogspot.com and s4084487-studio5.blogspot.com

As most of you have heard this was a very busy semester for me, I had tones of research to do and stuff. Amazingly this was the sem of duels for me...why is it so...
Both the projects that I was doing were the only projects on the whole cohort that have 2 groups doing it, so yes, there was some competition in it.
However in the end, both my groups toasted the other groups...great work team.

Apart from that, I've been busy serving on OCF and Church. Doing what? well, what else can I do? Sound and leading BS.

Now comes the end of my holiday, I guess I've been too busy going out and playing games, to settle down and get stuff done. 1 month is a very short time, and sometimes it just flies past you without even noticing it.