we hate, yet we love

Why do we just hate certain people or things?
Is it really impossible to find a why to forget about those times?

And yet there are some who we can never find the heart to hate, for we love them too much,
is there an answer? does love really help us sub-press hate?

Live can really be very fustrating, I don't have a choice, I had to go for this function, and now I ended up regretting going for it, can there be more of a choice in life? Sometimes I really wonder what are we living for? Ourselves? The people around us? God? What do we REALLY live for inside us?

How can anybody be so negative? If the world is really that bad, when will it end? Not everybody won't care about you or me, there will be someone that cares and notice what is happening, but somehow fairness just isn't in some people's diction...

There are too many question to be answered, when will all these question be answered, is there an answer in the first place? Or do we have to be in eternal rest before we can get the answers?

No one likes what is going on to their lives not, neither do I, can't there be more love in this world? What have I even done to derserve this? Why is it contraintly tormenting, can it be stopped, can it JUST DIE.!!! I WISHED IT WAS REALLY DEAD!!!