A new year. A new Dan?

Ok its new year again, well whats going on now? Have I have new thoughts in my mind?

I still don't know, well, I'm typing this after reading several other people's blogs, and I've noticed how the people around have grown during this time when I wasn't around, it almost seem amazing, and also to find out how many of my friends are getting married.
Oh man, I hope my mom isn't reading this, please don't burden me with another person to take care of in my life when I'm not ready....its a really sucky feeling, and trust me the ego boost is NOT worth it. Seriously. A more biblical way of saying it would be "How on earth is God going to entrust me, a relationship with another person when I can't even keep up this relationship with Him?" Made any sense? So come chinese new year please don't ask me that irritating question I get every year "Got girlfriend or not?" you'll just be replied with a COLD look...

Having come this far, I guess its time get down to things, be a bit more serious about things, play a little less, drop that loud egomanica for the "chlo" I am , sounds like I should let that part of me which I'm so afraid of to exist again, I just pray it doesn't cause me stumble again.

New year resolutions....am I making any...NO....
How about a new year prayer? I know this is from a book mark, but the prayer of St. Paul wasn't originally from me either. And after know God's reply when we pray and really mean it...well, here goes....

Dear God,
Grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The Courage to change the things I can, and
the Wisdom to know the difference.
Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven...
Amen..

Lets look back at last year as well, learning so much, praying for the special people in my life, stepping down as CGL for further studies, and I still can't forget that emotional day at the airport(yes ladies, the fact is out, I'm a guy that will cry). My first sem in Australia, my hunt for a church, hunt for a CG to go to, talking and learning from Tai Kok through MSN.
Of course not to forget, calling Lijun's handphone to wish Glorijoy happy birthday...yes yes I know Lijun you feel like kicking me for that. Giving Josh that surprise phone call when I heard how troubled he was, staying over at Tiffany's and playing mole as well...(next time don't want to play already, Shawn please take over)
Hmmm, maybe this time, I'll call Jane's hnadphone to wish Esther happy birthday amd give Jeremy a surprise phone call hehehehe.....
Coming back, seeing my family again, going to FMC again, knowing my results, winning a youth camp hat-trick, doing PA alone.

What more can I say, 2005 was a blast, lets see what God has install for me in 2006. More trials? More knowledge? I do not know, but what do I know?
I know that it is written "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you." Therefore I need not fear....